2002-2005 (c) GetJealous.com, All rights reserved. http://www.getjealous.com/pakinuttah/rss.xml Tales of a brown girl in a brown world. My 22 months away. http://www.flickr.com/photos/pakinuttah http://www.getjealous.com/pakinuttah http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=636236&go=pakinuttah you still have 2 weeks worth of posts left of me trying to fit back into society before this blog is over. It's not over until the fat lady sings and she is too busy typing right now ;). ... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=636236&go=pakinuttah Thu, 12 Nov 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=616421&go=pakinuttah Well I've been back 6 days and spent more time watching "Dickinson's real deals" then unpacking but I found my hairdryer so I'm happy, the rest can wait. I start back to work tomorrow and will have a laptop so will get onto updating the blog which I have been religiously keeping up to date in my diary. You'll be pleased to know that I've been to the shops twice and had an argument both t... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=616421&go=pakinuttah Sun, 6 Sep 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=639141&go=pakinuttah Wake up to one of Aneela"s cat meowing at me, ah how sweet the younger one has come to wake me up...with a dead mouse in his mouth. Piss off, take it out with you I shout shooing it out of the room, I do not want him jumping up on me with that in his mouth. Taking the hint he leaves with his present and I try to get back to sleep. No luck, I"m too hungry to get back to sleep so had for t... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=639141&go=pakinuttah Wed, 2 Sep 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=635633&go=pakinuttah I wake up around 7.00, get some water and then go back to bed until I hear a voice calling out my name. come here and give me a hug I shout out from the bedroom, it"s probably the closest I"m going to get to having a bloke in my bed I think as I am greeted by those all too familiar words, hello you old tart. Oh how I have missed him! It"s Adrian and I"m back to being a fag hag ... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=635633&go=pakinuttah Tue, 1 Sep 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=635625&go=pakinuttah Saying goodbye to Kathryn I find myself getting quite good at staying at home while everyone heads of to work. Left on my own I prepare the biggest mug of green tea and then start repacking for the last time and with more then 4 hours to kill I take my sweet time and sop for many more tea breaks as well as as many toilet breaks. I"m felling so nervous at the thought of coming back that I have... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=635625&go=pakinuttah Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=635609&go=pakinuttah I"m up in time to bid Kathryn and Lisa goodbye as they depart for school at 7.30. It"s the first day of a new term and if their excitement is anything to go by I bet the kids are glad to be back as well. I used to love the first day of school, a new uniform, new pencil case, oh it was all so much easier back then but then again back then I didn"t have the money or the guts to do som... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=635609&go=pakinuttah Sun, 30 Aug 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=633730&go=pakinuttah I could have easily slept through the whole day, I am that tired but instead at 11.00 Kathryn wakes me up and cooks me breakfast. Potatoes, beans and broccoli, not a combination I would have thought of but by her own admittance she is not a goddess in the itched so there is not much in the way of food in there but this seems to work. By 1.00 the three of us are in the car and of we go to pick up R... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=633730&go=pakinuttah Sat, 29 Aug 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=630872&go=pakinuttah At 1.00 we are eventually ready to leave as Sharjeel turns up to pick us up, I still have to complete my packing and only have a few hours before we have to be at the airport I think it"s going to be another throw everything in and sort it out when I get home. On the way back he starts to play with my head again. You know you are not going to be allowed to take half the stuff you have bought ... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=630872&go=pakinuttah Fri, 28 Aug 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=628775&go=pakinuttah I did not get any sleep last night, eating just before going to bed has that effect on me. Also the A/C was on on full whack and I was freezing. I kept getting up every hour to leave the room but the rest of the house was far too hot to be able to stay out of the bedroom for too long, so it was a case of tooing and froing all night. Finally around 7.30 I got of to sleep and was woken up around 12.... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=628775&go=pakinuttah Thu, 27 Aug 2009 12:00:00 GMT http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=628774&go=pakinuttah Wakeup time is somewhere around noon. It"s truly becoming habit now sleeping at 4.00 in the morning and getting up around 12.00, a habit I seemed to have slipped into quite easily but I still manage to be ready for my 1.00 pickup. I had agreed with Sharjeel yesterday that he would take me to Mall Road at 1.00 and it"s now 1.30 and we are no where near getting to the door as he starts mak... http://www.getjealous.com/getjealous.php?action=showdiaryentry&diary_id=628774&go=pakinuttah Wed, 26 Aug 2009 12:00:00 GMT