bill is in hospital for the first time ever in his life...
and there is no good news...in fact quite the opposite.
he has terminal cancer.
2 weeks ago we walked around london for 10 miles, and last week bill swam for 3 hours every day.
i dont even know how to say how i think or feel.....
why cant this happen so some bastard in the world like donald trump....not bill, he is such a lovely man. i just dont know what i am going to do without him.